“Therewillbebadweatherinthreeorfourdays,”hesaid.“Butnottonightandnottomorrow.Rignowtogetsomesleep,oldman,whilethefishiscalmandsteady.”
Heheldthelinetightinhisrighthandandthenpushedhisthighagainsthisrighthandasheleanedallhisweightagainstthewoodofthebow.Thenhepassedthelinealittleloweronhisshouldersandbracedhislefthandonit.
Myrighthandcanholditaslongasitisbraced,hethought.Ifitrelaxesinsleepmylefthandwillwakemeasthelinegoesout.Itishardontherighthand.Butheisusedtopunishment.EvenifIsleeptwentyminutesorahalfanhouritisgood.Helayforwardcrampinghimselfagainstthelinewithallofhisbody,puttingallhisweightontohisrighthand,andhewasasleep.
Hedidnotdreamofthelionsbutinsteadofavastschoolofporpoisesthatstretchedforeightortenmilesanditwasinthetimeoftheirmatingandtheywouldleaphighintotheairandreturnintothesameholetheyhadmadeinthewaterwhentheyleaped.
Thenhedreamedthathewasinthevillageonhisbedandtherewasanortherandhewasverycoldandhisrightarmwasasleepbecausehisheadhadrestedonitinsteadofapillow.
Afterthathebegantodreamofthelongyellowbeachandhesawthefirstofthelionscomedownontoitintheearlydarkandthentheotherlionscameandherestedhischinonthewoodofthebowswheretheshiplayanchoredwiththeeveningoff-shorebreezeandhewaitedtoseeiftherewouldbemorelionsandhewashappy.
Themoonhadbeenupforalongtimebuthesleptonandthefishpulledonsteadilyandtheboatmovedintothetunnelofclouds.
Hewokewiththejerkofhisrightfistcomingupagainsthisfaceandthelineburningoutthroughhisrighthand.Hehadnofeelingofhislefthandbuthebrakedallhecouldwithhisrightandthelinerushedout.Finallyhislefthandfoundthelineandheleanedbackagainstthelineandnowitburnedhisbackandhislefthand,andhislefthandwastakingallthestrainandcuttingbadly.Helookedbackatthecoilsoflineandtheywerefeedingsmoothly.Justthenthefishjumpedmakingagreatburstingoftheoceanandthenaheavyfall.Thenhejumpedagainandagainandtheboatwasgoingfastalthoughlinewasstillracingoutandtheoldmanwasraisingthestraintobreakingpointandraisingittobreakingpointagainandagain.Hehadbeenpulleddowntightontothebowandhisfacewasinthecutsliceofdolphinandhecouldnotmove.
Thisiswhatwewaitedfor,hethought.Sonowletustakeit.
Makehimpayfortheline,hethought.Makehimpayforit.
Hecouldnotseethefishsjumpsbutonlyheardthebreakingoftheoceanandtheheavysplashashefell.Thespeedofthelinewascuttinghishandsbadlybuthehadalwaysknownthiswouldhappenandhetriedtokeepthecuttingacrossthecallousedpartsandnotletthelineslipintothepalmnorcutthefingers.
Iftheboywasherehewouldwetthecoilsofline,hethought.Yes.Iftheboywerehere.Iftheboywerehere.
Thelinewentoutandoutandoutbutitwasslowingnowandhewasmakingthefishearneachinchofit.Nowhegothisheadupfromthewoodandoutofthesliceoffishthathischeekhadcrushed.Thenhewasonhiskneesandthenheroseslowlytohisfeet.Hewascedinglinebutmoreslowlyallthetime.Heworkedbacktowherehecouldfeelwithhisfootthecoilsoflinethathecouldnotsee.Therewasplentyoflinestillandnowthefishhadtopullthefrictionofallthatnewlinethroughthewater.
Yes,hethought.AndnowhehasjumpedmorethanadozentimesandfilledthesacksalonghisbackwithairandhecannotgodowndeeptodiewhereIcannotbringhimup.HewillstartcirclingsoonandthenImustworkonhiIwonderwhatstartedhimsosuddenly?Couldithavebeenhungerthatmadehimdesperate,orwashefrightenedbysomethinginthenight?Maybehesuddenlyfeltfear.Buthewassuchacalm,strongfishandheseemedsofearlessandsoconfident.
Itisstrange.
“Youbetterbefearlessandconfidentyourself,oldman,”hesaid.“Youreholdinghimagainbutyoucannotgetline.Butsoonhehastocircle.”
Theoldmanheldhimwithhislefthandandhisshouldersnowandstoopeddownandscoopedupwaterinhisrighthandtogetthecrusheddolphinfleshoffhisface.Hewasafraidthatitmightnauseatehimandhewouldvomitandlosehisstrength.Whenhisfacewascleanedhewashedhisrighthandinthewateroverthesideandthenletitstayinthesaltwaterwhilehewatchedthefirstlightcomebeforethesunrise.Hesheadedalmosteast,hethought.Thatmeansheistiredandgoingwiththecurrent.Soonhewillhavetocircle.Thenourtrueworkbegins.
Afterhejudgedthathisrighthandhadbeeninthewaterlongenoughhetookitoutandlookedatit.
“Itisnotbad.”hesaid.“Andpaindoesnotmattertoaman.”
Hetookholdofthelinecarefullysothatitdidnotfitintoanyofthefreshlinecutsandshiftedhisweightsothathecouldputhislefthandintotheseaontheothersideoftheskiff.
“Youdidnotdosobadlyforsomethingworthless,”hesaidtohislefthand.“ButtherewasamomentwhenIcouldnotfindyou.”
WhywasInotbornwithtwogoodhands?Hethought.Perhapsitwasmyfaultinnottrainingthatoneproperly.ButGodknowshehashadenoughchancestolearn.Hedidnotdosobadlyinthenight,though,andhehasonlycrampedonce.Ifhecrampsagainletthelinecuthimoff.
Whenhethoughtthatheknewthathewasnotbeingclear-headedandhethoughtheshouldchewsomemoreofthedolphin.ButIcant,hetoldhimself.Itisbettertobelight-headedthantoloseyourstrengthfromnausea.AndIknowIcannotkeepitifIeatitsincemyfacewasinit.Iwillkeepitforanemergencyuntilitgoesbad.Butitistoolatetotryforstrengthnowthroughnourishment.Yourestupid,hetoldhimself.Eattheotherflyingfish.
Itwasthere,cleanedandready,andhepickeditupwithhislefthandandateitchewingthebonescarefullyandeatingallofitdowntothetail.
Ithasmorenourishmentthanalmostanyfish,hethought.AtleastthekindofstrengththatIneed.NowIhavedonewhatIcan,hethought.Lethimbegintocircleandletthefightcome.
Thesunwasrisingforthethirdtimesincehehadputtoseawhenthefishstartedtocircle.
Hecouldnotseebytheslantofthelinethatthefishwascircling.Itwastooearlyforthat.Hejustfeltafaintslackeningofthepressureofthelineandhecommencedtopullonitgentlywithhisrighthand.Ittightened,asalways,butjustwhenhereachedthepointwhereitwouldbreak,linebegantocomein.Heslippedhisshouldersandheadfromunderthelineandbegantopullinlinesteadilyandgently.Heusedbothofhishandsinaswingingmotionandtriedtodothepullingasmuchashecouldwithhisbodyandhislegs.Hisoldlegsandshoulderspivotedwiththeswingingofthepulling.
“Itisaverybigcircle,”hesaid.“Butheiscircling.”
Thenthelinewouldnotcomeinanymoreandheheldituntilhesawthedropsjumpingfromitinthesun.Thenitstartedoutandtheoldmankneltdownandletitgogrudginglybackintothedarkwater.
“Heismakingthefarpartofhiscirclenow,”hesaid.ImustholdallIcan,hethought.Thestrainwillshortenhiscircleeachtime.PerhapsinanhourIwillseehiNowImustconvincehimandthenImustkillhi
Butthefishkeptoncirclingslowlyandtheoldmanwaswetwithsweatandtireddeepintohisbonestwohourslater.Butthecirclesweremuchshorternowandfromthewaythelineslantedhecouldtellthefishhadrisensteadilywhileheswa
Foranhourtheoldmanhadbeenseeingblackspotsbeforehiseyesandthesweatsaltedhiseyesandsaltedthecutoverhiseyeandonhisforehead.Hewasnotafraidoftheblackspots.Theywerenormalatthetensionthathewaspullingontheline.Twice,though,hehadfeltfaintanddizzyandthathadworriedhi
“Icouldnotfailmyselfanddieonafishlikethis.”hesaid.“NowthatIhavehimcomingsobeautifully,Godhelpmeendure.IllsayahundredOurFathersandahundredHailMarys.ButIcannotsaythemnow.”
Considerthemsaid,hethought.Illsaythemlater.
Justthenhefeltasuddenbangingandjerkingonthelineheheldwithhistwohands.Itwassharpandhard-feelingandheavy.
Heishittingthewireleaderwithhisspear,hethought.Thatwasboundtocome.Hehadtodothat.ItmaymakehimjumpthoughandIwouldratherhestayedcirclingnow.Thejumpswerenecessaryforhimtotakeair.Butafterthateachonecanwidentheopeningofthehookwoundandhecanthrowthehook.
“Dontjump,fish,”hesaid.“Dontjump.”
Thefishhitthewireseveraltimesmoreandeachtimeheshookhisheadtheoldmangaveupalittleline.
Imustholdhispainwhereitis,hethought.Minedoesnotmatter.Icancontrolmine.Buthispaincoulddrivehimmad.
Afterawhilethefishstoppedbeatingatthewireandstartedcirclingslowlyagain.Theoldmanwasgaininglinesteadilynow.Buthefeltfaintagain.Heliftedsomeseawaterwithhislefthandandputitonhishead.Thenheputmoreonandrubbedthebackofhisneck.
“Ihavenocramps.”hesaid.“HellbeupsoonandIcanlast.Youhavetolast.Dontevenspeakofit.”
Hekneeledagainstthebowand,foramoment,slippedthelineoverhisbackagain.Illrestnowwhilehegoesoutonthecircleandthenstandupandworkonhimwhenhecomesin,hedecided.
Itwasagreattemptationtorestinthebowandletthefishmakeonecirclebyhimselfwithoutrecoveringanyline.Butwhenthestrainshowedthefishhadturnedtocometowardtheboat,theoldmanrosetohisfeetandstartedthepivotingandtheweavingpullingthatbroughtinallthelinehegained.
ImtirederthanIhaveeverbeen,hethought,andnowthetradewindisrising.Butthatwillbegoodtotakehiminwith.Ineedthatbadly.
“Illrestonthenextturnashegoesout,”hesaid.“Ifeelmuchbetter.ThenintwoorthreeturnsmoreIwillhavehi”
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